Tuesday, March 11, 2014

la bendicion.

Before i even get started i just want everyone out there living the civilian life that God LOves you... so whether your happy or sad, turn to god, tonight, and say thanks.

    
This weeks really been pretty good, im not a perfect missionary, i struggle at teaching, i struggle at the language, i struggle with my companion, but every day i feel gods love for the people here  and every day he helps me get just a little bit better...  Line upon line, eventually, ill get good at this, i know that.  haha just gotta keep working and this week that is what we did, last sunday night i felt prompted to set some unheard of goals for our numbers for the week... well.  God answered, it really is amazing to see how big of a hand god plays in missionary work and how little the actual missionaries do... but it is incredible to watch and theres no place id rather be watching then on the front row right here in the mission field. 
      Tuesday we had a zone class, and everyone reported, ya know, im not trying to be proud,. but when i saw how other missionaries teach and how much success other missionaries get it made me smile...  Sometimes i expect to much of myself, well actually not enough, but it was a huge tender mercy for me to realize at that moment that i can do this.  such a confidence builder and for that i am so grateful... We ate lunch with one of our favorite ward families, we actually eat lunch with members every day but familia juarez is special... this wards really poor, these people barely have enough money to put food on the table and to pay for transportation to get to church on sundays, but every single day i feel these peoples love for god and love for fellow man when they dig deeper then their pockets even go to put together a meal for us, ever heard of the widows mite?  yeah, go read about it and youll realize how great their little sacrifice is in the sight of god... but what makes this family even more special?  they do it every week... usually we only eat with a family once a month, or less, but sister juarez (who lives in the poorest area of our mission) has a heart bigger then anyone ive ever seen and she feeds us... usually, after every meal we share a message with the family, and it sucks so bad because i cannot think of a lesson to share with her that will make as big as an impact as her example for me...  I cannot do enough to thank this incredible woman.  To make that day even better we had a lesson with gabriel that night, ya know, our golden investigator... but that night was different, when we arrived his mother (who wed never even taught before) made all of her boys and their wives, and their kids come sit down and listen... i quote "vamos a escuchar a la palabra de dios."   it was such an incredible miracle to see god soften the hearts of that entire family as well, they have all agreed to a babtism, and so right now were just working on preparation.  it is so much fun.  
     Wednesday we had a multi zone conference, it was fun to get some pointers from Pres. Anaya and the APs as well as get to know a bunch of the other missionaries!!! we made a lot of contacts and taught a lot of people too...  we stopped by the ward mission leaders house to ask him to come to a lesson, he wasnt there, but his cousin was, and his cousin needed help...  hes having a hard time with his family and we showed up, right on time, well, on gods time, to teach him about families, were now teachingt him and his family how to be stronger together and more unified.  In one week we can already see such a big difference, i cant wait to meet with them agian.
      thursday morning.... well, this entire day was incredible actually, tuaght the tapieas, made a bunch of contacts, set a record for lessons taught in a day... but thursday morning was the best.   So, we had an appointment with an investigator and her neighbor a member was oging to take us... well the appointment fell through, but we went to the neighbor membres house anyway... her names margarita, shes a single mom with an 11 year old kid and a 6 year old kid... those boys are crazy, but they wanted to come with us to teach there neighbors... we talked to margarita, and like every good mother she said they had to finish their homework first... so, thursday morning i was helping one with addition and teaching the other how to spell (in a language i dont even understand) haha it was so much fun, and after they asked if they could show us all the members houses and go on visits with us in the little neighborhood, margarita said yes and we went to work.   hahaha the 6 year old, joshua decided he wanted to ride on my shoulders from house to house, while cristofer the 11 year old was going to ride his bike... IT WAS A BLAST..  they showed us former investigators houses and members as well, and we acutally taught 4 lessons together, most people  would think that an 11 year old and a 6 year old would be bad companions but they really were incredible, all because their momma taught em right..,.  Every house we went to asked christofer and joshua to say the opening and closing prayers, and we based our lessons off of what those two boys knew, so christofer would read the scriptures for us and give us an explanation in his words, those are the best, and joshua, a six year old kid that cant even read would recite any one of the articles of faith for us...  the faith of their mother margarita was astounding, and well definitely be taking those kids to do missionary work with us again, such a cool experience.  
     Friday was nothing too special, although its fun to plan with the bishop stuff for this ward so we can get it going.... in the 5 short weeks ive been here this wards really come to life, and were not done yet.   it really makes me stoked to be here.
     saturday was another fantastic day, we got to teach fernando (the ward mission leaders cousin) agian and we just went to work, had another run in with a drunk saturday night, dont worry we didnt fight, we just had a nice little chat aobut the gospel... hahahahaha elder sumano and i have so much fun with people that try and rain on our nice little mormon missionary parade.. elder sumano and i dont always get along, were super different, but if theres one thing hes teaching me how to do is to defend the faith.  really, its so much fun. 
      yesterday we got to partake of the fruit of our labors as the tapias came to church along with some other investigators and a few of the lessactive to inactive families weve been teaching... ya know, everyone says its all about babtisms and thats a lie because the inactive members are just as important as the investigators, and to be honest with you, helping them find their way again is so so so rewarding... so ya, you could say i was pretty stoked to see them at church.
      as for me?   well, im doing fantastic, im still losing weight, here a little, there a little...  i speak better every day... sometimes im really not happy, usually with my companion or with fallen appointments but every single night i feel gods love for me and the happiness associated with sharing the gospel.. so yeah, i go to sleep smiling, too bad i cant say that about when i wake up hahaha jk, usually im happy in the mornings, im only a "big american bear" in the mornings when ive been sitting on the jon all night and havnt gotten any sleep.  haha, i still miss all of you dearly, no im not homesick, i just wish i could have appointments with you guys too.  I still love letters ;) Im still hood, and im only kinda rogue...;)  But most importantly my relationship with our father in heaven gets stronger and stronger every day.   
      As for the scripture of the week?  well, im thinking 2nd nephi 2:27... if any of you are not happy with your life and how things are going then go read that.  We have an incredible gift called agency, sometimes satan makes us forget it, but we all have the ability to choose the high road and experience real happiness, so if any of you are feeling like you need a reminder on what agency is the go read it, go learn it, and apply it.  

Be Good ;)
 
Elda Hicks

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